I have been really good all week. I have stayed within my syns and eaten tonnes of speedy food. So why, oh why, are my scales at home saying that I have gained 2lb? It doesn't seem fair!
Yes, I know I shouldn't weigh at home- but I do. Get used to it.
In other news, I have made a new acquaintance and am finding myself smiling more frequently as a result of his messages. This can only be a good thing. However, in general I am low. Things are getting on top of me and I feel like I am treading water. I am constantly exhausted and, despite being rather busy, am generally avoiding social interaction. One positive side of this is that I am getting a lot of applications done, and I am sorting out my life by sorting through my clothes and getting rid of the ones which now positively drown me. This is extremely cathartic.
I also spent a ridiculous amount of money on an enormous stash of Tupperware boxes yesterday. That's right kids- I am that woman now.
I just cannot seem to be able to pull myself out of this funk. I don't know what's wrong with me. My friends are going through a tough time and I don't feel like I can be there for them 100% at the moment, because I sort of feel as if I am disconnected from the world.
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