After a week of feeling really down, becoming ill and generally feeling despondent, I was amazed to have lost 3lb at last night's weigh in. This is particularly so, as when I weighed in before Christmas, it was in the morning whereas this was an evening weigh in.
It has really given me the passion to go for it again. I am 2lb off my 2 stone award and I am so close I can almost taste it. (It tastes like free food- not chocolate, unfortunately).
This weekend, I intend to do a load of batch cooking and stick it in the fridge in a load of containers- all labelled and ready to grab. I want to get organised- tidy my room, my car and my mind. I am determined to get the 2 stone award next week. Absolutely determined. That will mean that I have lost 2 stone in 3 months. Quite incredible.
I have a busy January ahead. Seeing lots of people, work (which is a little manic as always) and applications. It's all a bit AARGH and it will be so much worse if I fail to prepare. I am going to dedicate my weekend to sorting myself out (although I am also going out for lunch on both days and dinner on Saturday).
Speaking of going out for dinner, I believe that I have had a break through. I do not feel anxious that I will be forced to eat something off- plan. I now take control and amend meals with the waiters whom, if you are polite, are generally happy to assist. I feel calm and in control and like I am going to have a good time- which is wonderful.
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